Wednesday, December 6, 2006: God of Power
i think camp was a pretty amazing experience for me in a sense cos it was the first time for me for alot of things. it was the first time leading in anything in brmc, it was the first time experiencing such a strong feeling of God's presence in my life, abeit a shortlived feeling, some sort of serenity and peace among the chaos i was feeling inside, it was the first time being so shaken up after visiting KWS hospital and hospice, first time where i prayed for people during minstry time, first time trying to answer difficult questions, first time understand that i cannot do things without the help of God, and i guess, the first time certain things were set straight and clarified in my life. i felt quite relieved after camp actually, although physically drained. (: thank you God for making everything possible. thank you God for answering my prayers. thank you God for reminding me that you havent given up on me.
i think the moon has been pretty weird these past few days. anyone notice a halo around the moon a few nights ago? and suddenly zong's talking to me about green and orange balls in the sky and another glowing ring around the moon. wonder whats up with outer space. maybe its some aliens trying to take over the world!! or maybe its like revelations or something occuring. hahha.
and i think the phone at home has gone bazookas also. its practically ringing off the hook practically EVERY SECOND and i wonder who on earth is my brother talking to. maybe its some secret girlfriend that he has, although i doubt it. anyway he cant have a girlfriend cos i not-so-secretly bethroth-ed him to jeannie. although jeannie only claims that she will only at the most be his would-be female best friend to him in perth, and nothing more, i have secretly planned something so maybe one day they will fall in love with each other then jeannie will be my sister in law then i will forever be her best friend and we all live happily ever after. and she can plant all her funny weird flowers and trees in her garden for all i care. HAHA. (: wonderful plan dont you think!!
caroling today, had the same normal bunch of people turning up plus a few more new faces because of the extra publicity done in camp. (: felt pretty happy today cos my altos sang pretty well today, or so i felt. hahha. but then again. we had no newcomers to my section, and it was only cheryl singing and me following and minf and eunice had sore throat and the other cheryl and lynn and sarah didnt appear SO, heehee. it wasnt really counted. (: but oh wells. (: more important to have fun and fellowship! its happening next sat! ahhh so fast already. ): somehow i dont feel that prepared mentally to go visit the old folks homes again, especially after what happened at camp. but oh well. (: i shall just leave it all to God, He shall guide me as to what to say and what to do. (:
anyway. i'm going back to being a sloth. i want sleep. i demand sleep. goodnight everyone. (i'm going to watch another episode of grey's first. heehee.)
a shout of praise.
11:55 PM
